Natasmack

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-11-06T18:41:00

2004-11-07T02:44:29Z

I just got accepted to san francisco state university. i will never come back. I hope all my old friends die a horrible death and go straight to hell. cause "god" (who doesn't exist) knows you deserve it. thanks for all the wonderful years of back-stabbing. they've been special. >kiss

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-08-12T14:12:00

2004-08-12T21:13:34Z

eat it

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-08-08T12:35:00

2004-08-08T19:37:32Z

KERRY * EDWARDS

GET THE STUPID MONKEY OUT BEFORE WE ARE ALL KILLED.

list:

2004-07-19T20:17:23Z

i feel like making a list of all the people I love:

ashley
erin
carolyn
shannon
michael montijo (we have a secret handshake)
tony
toni
sonny
ryan hughes
steve
lil' chris
kevin
richie
mike oakley
chad
adam
john
john gehris
james gehris
bud
erik roper
pat
ariel
justin
tommy
paul
peter
marc deguzman
brandon
carlson

i love my friends. i hang out with them everyday. they love me too. it rocks.

"this is my scoot, bitch"
"...af"
"charles, charlie, chuck, chachi, scott baio"
"jill"

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-07-08T11:59:00

2004-07-08T19:01:17Z

damn some crazy shit has happened lately, but I know nobody cares. so i am just gonna not bother.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-06-08T13:11:00

2004-06-08T20:29:37Z

thursday night me, ashley, and erin went downtown to walk around because we were bored and then we ate at friday's. we came back and hung outside with a bunch of people. then we went to kevin's room and hung out with aaron and all them. went to bed.

the next day i saw harry potter with my sister then later that night we had a party at ashley's. steve, ariel, sonny,erik, john and james gehris, chelsea, i think maybe mike were all there. i got really frunk (my new word meaning "fucking drunk"). me and erik left and hung out at his place. i fell asleep there.

the next day me and ashley went to the beach. but even though it was sunny in san marcos it was complete crap by the beach. so we went to my pool to lay out. i cant remember anything else we did that day... o wait... me and ashley went over to carolyn and andrew's to hang out for a bit.

the next day me, ashley, and sonny went to seaport village and old town. it was fun because sonny has never been to those places before. then we came back got toni and then went to see harry potter again. got back. hung out with erik for a little bit. i went to my car to go home but it decided not to start. so i stayed the night again.

the next day, yesterday, me and ashley hung around the dorms since my car doesn't work and erin was passed out all day. then later alfred picked us up and took us to marc deguzman's for "margarita monday" i had two margaritas and was pretty frunk. this is who was there:
me
ashley
alfred
marc
erick gordon
amber
amber's bro, john
barry
pat
tom
jason
chris corey
ben compton
and some others
it was pretty chill. we gave tom and pat a ride back with us. me and ashley stopped by erik and john's to say "hi". they were totally dead. so we went to pat and tom's to hang for a bit. i went to bed and ashley stayed and talked to pat.

woke up and called a tow truck to pick my car up. took it to an auto shop where they just called and informed me that somebody stole 4 relays or something from under the hood. which is sweet. and now they are trying to find someone who has them. fuck! and now i am stranded here at my boring house. crap.

got a call back from wild animal park and now i am going to call them back.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-31T11:52:00

2004-05-31T19:00:15Z

let's see... got back to the dorms and found that erin and ashley opened their old roomate's room for me. so i can crash there instead of the couch. it is so cool. i decorated it a little bit. just basically been hanging out with the family in sonny's room. had a lot of random parties...

been having parties and playing our new favorite game "catch phrase"... so much fun.

my sister's 23rd birthday was the 27th. we went to our grandma's and then went to a movie. we saw "shrek 2" and then snuck into "mean girls". they are both really good and cute.

i also saw "the day after tomorrow" with erik yesterday. it was pretty good. better than i thought it would have been. we had another party in sonny's last night. it was actually thorpe's 19th birthday party. yack. we left before they got rolled... they were really loud.

today we are having a memorial day BBQ. can't wait.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-24T23:58:00

2004-05-25T06:59:08Z

home, home at last, thank god almighty i am home at last

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-21T22:19:00

2004-05-22T05:34:14Z

yesterday me and my mom arrived in oakland at like 10:15p. we were picked up by my dad and emily. we also met up with emily's friend from poway. went back to emily's and passed out.

woke up at like 6:30a. went to the school and watched my sister graduate from berkeley! with honors! ahhhhh! i cried a little bit in the beginning when they were playing the song and they were walking out. awwww... my sister is a college graduate. then we ate out. people that were there:

my mom
my dad
me
emily
emily's roomate, julie
emily's friend, amy
cousin, daniel
daniel's boyfriend, greg
aunt, rosie
rosie's husband, rolan
dad's girlfriend, barbara
dad's cousin, tony
tony's wife, jane

then we all parted ways. me, em, julie, and amy went to buffalo exchange. then we came back and passed out. woke up. me and my mom went to telegraph and walked around while the others were getting ready to go into "the city" me and my mom bought a pizza at blondie's pizza. i also went to amoeba music and bought a black crowes cd. listening to it now. we got back and the losers that are all over 21 were still here and making fun of me because i have to stay here with my mom. fuckers. drunk asses are going to be coming back and being stupid. not in the mood for that crap.

tomorrow going to san fran with my dad and barbara. should be fun. leaving on monday night. can't wait to get back. the weather here is such crap and there is nothing to do in berkeley and everyone is so scary. blah.

maybe i will go over to people's park and hang with my homies. holla'

miss you all (even though i have only been gone a day)

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-20T15:10:00

2004-05-20T22:13:12Z

last night i saw "super size me" with erik. it was playing in hillcrest. it was really good. it was a documentary about this guy that eats nothing but mcdonald's for 30 days straight and he gets really sick and literally almost dies. it was cool. he went mccrazy. then we came back to the dorms and hung out for a bit. i woke up at 12. got a cheeseburger at the school and went to my art history final. bombed it. going to clean my room and pack for berkeley. exciting stuff. another final at 6. flight at 8:50. woo.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-19T16:45:00

2004-05-20T00:01:57Z

k... i had my last day of work on last friday. i won't be able to work there over the summer because it interferes with summer school. and i hung out at some parties with everyone. we went to a luau the other night with tom and luis. that was exciting. then we came back and had a kegger in ryan hughes' room. the copaloos came over and we got in trouble. they went into ryan thorpe's room and found his bongs. and they destroyed them. i was really happy about that. >note no sarcasm<

on sunday me and ashley went to hollywood to go to a taping for a tv special called "pepsi smash" i went last year if you all recall. the performers were jessica simpson, j-kwon, blacked-eyed peas, new found glory, and rooney. the host was nick zano from "what i like about you" he was sooooo fucking hot. it was unbelieveable. and he was soo soo soo nice. jess was really good too. i couldn't believe it. and i need the black-eyed peas' cd. they were amazing. we got home at 2am because they started things late. but it was cool.

on monday kevin, sonny, me, ashley, erin, aaron, ariel, and richie all went to lake henshaw to go camping. it was so much fun. i only had one beer. everyone else was plastered. richie threw up all over the 6 man tent and nobody wanted to sleep in it. so erin slept in one car. kevin and aaron slept in another. sonny, ariel, and ashley slept in the small one, and i slept in the big one. with richie and the throw up. it was sweet. woke up and went home. and slept.

tuesday... went to the dorms and ate dinner with the family: richie, kevin, sonny, toni, ryan hughes, erin, ashley, stephanie, michael... and i think shannon came later but i was passed out. i passed out at like 11. i didn't have one drink. but i did have something else. wink... wink

anypoo... had my art final today and now i am here. gonna hang out with erik tonight. going to berkeley tomorrow. coming home on monday... hooty hoo.

"what the shit is that"
"whining like a bitch with a skinned knee"
"i wasn't a lesbian, i just had a girlfriend for a little bit"

~nataweeeeeeeeeeeed

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-09T11:06:00

2004-05-09T18:07:14Z

happy 20th birthday kimya!

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-09T10:45:00

2004-05-09T18:04:48Z

oooo... WE HAD A CINCO DE MAYO PARTY! it was so fucking fun. it was one of the best parties we have had. the other was halloween. no drama... no cops. really really fun. erin made tacos and tommy made carne asada. kevin brought over pizza and ryan o'connor had the bright idea of putting it in the oven. and a pizza caught on fire. it wasd so hilarious. everybody was so drunk, we were just standing there watching it burn and ashley was like "somebody close the fucking oven!" somebody took the pizza out and threw it in water. very cool.

people that were there:
smashley
erin
me
tommy
peter
paul
justin
shannon
heather
carolyn
andrew
ryan hughes
stephanie
brandon
christina
ryan o'connor
rhawne
ryan mccracken
pat
tom
marc deguzman
michelle
eli
darren
darren's friends
bianca
john gehris
james gehris
shannon
mike
erin's friends from work
andres
lil' chris
adam
sonny
cameron
chris page
kevin
mike oakley
richie
rich
tex
david?
and a shit load of other people

so awesome and we didnt get rolled. fuck yeah.

ok... that was wednesday... thursday I was poop'd out of drinking so i didn't. I went over to erik roper's and watched Kill Bill Vol. 1 with him, gehris, shannon, and james. it was really good. I wanted to stay longer but i was really tired and i knew i would have fallen asleep there. so i left after the movie. erin and ashley were hanging out with drunk-ass donny, drunk-ass pat, and luis. i bet that was intense. i got a glimpse of it before i left. donny actually spoke to me! he must have been really drunk to do something like that.

yesterday me, smash, and erin went to the pb block party. it was pretty sweet. but the people suck. and we had to park hella' far. on the way home i got a flat tire. which is sweet. i flipped out. we were on the 5. o man thank heaven for the people of AAA. we got home and got ready for the night festivites.we went to brian's in pb. it was really fun. tom and luis were coming over. and tom comes into the party and comes up to ashley and tells her that erin is gettin an M.I.P. FUCK! so we goes out there and there is a cop car on the sidewalk and erin is in the back of it. she was walking down the street to meet tom and she was carrying a bottle of alcohol. WHAT THE FUCK! that is her second M.I.P. and when she got back we left. i totally fucking ate shit when we were walking back to the car. it was fucking hilarious. i was laughing so hard. BOOM! hahaha... great shit.

highlight of my night:

james gehris: did you color your hair?
me: yeah
james: looks good
me: thanks
john gehris: you know how it would look better? if your clothes were off and you were riding me.

hahahah... i love john gehris.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-05T11:43:00

2004-05-05T18:43:45Z

Crazy bitch
Bitch, stupid ass bitch
Old punk ass bitch, old dumbass bitch
A bitch's bitch, just a bitch

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-05-01T13:38:00

2004-05-01T20:53:16Z

la di da... started my job at the dome. woo hoo... it is pretty laid back so far. so it seems anyway. and i get to work with the coolest girl in the world! SMASHLEY! it is so much fun. i start work before her so i am like counting down the minutes waiting for her to come in. hehehe... it's fun. let's see... dum dum... trying to think of things that have happened lately. just hanging out with smash, erin, and carolyn. pretty much.

on thursday there was a party. and there was a shit load of people there. I got fairly drunk. not too bad, but i don't remember some things too well. I remember them but it is a little fuzzy. it was a really good party until this fucker, shane, came in and i started yelling at him. and then i was yelling at pat. but i got over that. and he tickled me and i scratched his back. wow... that was a weird sentence... whatever. and then erik roper saved my life. hoody hoo.

yesterday i worked with smash. then we went to cold stone for some yummy yum. then we went to a party with carolyn, her friends, erin, smash and shannon. it was pretty lame. and i was too tired to drink (got like 2 hours of sleep the night before). so we went to albertaco. then we bought alcohol and went back to the dorms. alfred came over and so did john gehris' bro james. he is so funny. I fell asleep and woke up at 7:30 a.

I had a fafsa class today at 9 a. it was so fucking boring. now i am getting ready to go to erin's brother's first communion in OC. sunday we are going to a breast cancer walk. woo.

natasmack

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-27T19:52:00

2004-04-28T02:52:15Z

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-25T21:57:00

2004-04-26T05:04:03Z

i got my tragus pierced. yesterday. Erin was getting a tattoo and i decided to get a piercing. we shopped around P.B.

we met up with carolyn and went to her friend's house in P.B. for a party. it was really awesome. i was sober as fuck though because I was the D.D. but it was really a lot of fun. we got back at like 4am and got mexican food. taquitos.

today i went to eat with m dad and his girlfriend. he also bought a car today. a 1960 volvo. really awesome car.

i got a job on friday. at The Dome where Ashley works. should be fun.

SHAKESPEARE:

2004-04-23T21:08:39Z

I wonder men dare trust themselves with men

Ha Ha! what a fool Honesty is! and Trust his sworn brother, a very simple gentleman!

Trust none; for oaths are straws, men's faiths are wafer-cakes, and hold-fast is the only dog, my duck

He's mad that trusts in the tameness of a wolf, a horse's health, a boy's love, or a whore's oath.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-23T13:18:00

2004-04-23T20:33:25Z

I have a fucking question... what does keeping a secret mean to you? When I tell my friend a SECRET I expect them to keep it. I trust in my friends not to tell others PRIVATE/PERSONAL shit. If I wanted other people to know I would tell them myself. The reason I say things in confidence is because I want support without a lot of people knowing. And it's really super that the people I TRUST and share my secrets with find it neccesary to share those secrets with others and guess what?, those people share with others. I HAVE NEVER SHARED ANYTHING YOU HAVE TOLD ME, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME!? HOW CAN I EVER TRUST ANYBODY IF THEY TELL MY PERSONAL SHIT TO OTHERS! I couldn't fucking sleep last night because I was so furious and raging. THIS IS SO FUCKED UP... NO MORE TRUST.

WHEN I SAY "DON'T TELL ANYBODY..." AND YOU SAY "OK... I WON'T", YOU DO REALIZE I BELIEVE YOU, RIGHT? SO NEXT TIME IF YOU ARE PLANNING ON TELLING SOMEONE ELSE, PLEASE DON'T LIE TO ME. I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU! I DON'T CARE IF THEY ARE YOUR FUCKING BOY/GIRLFRIEND... A SECRET IS A SECRET... A PROMISE IS A PROMISE... TRUST IS TRUST... BUT IT REALLY DOESN'T SEEM LIKE FRIENDSHIP IS FRIENDSHIP ANYMORE. I AM SICK OF THIS SHIT. IT'S REALLY SWELL WHEN MY SECRETS COME BACK TO ME... THANKS GUYS.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I AM HURT RIGHT NOW!

AND I DON'T CARE IF ANYBODY HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME WRITING THIS ON MY LIVEJOURNAL. I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE... AND YOU FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE... NOT ONLINE, NOT ON THE PHONE, NOT IN PERSON... I'M DONE... WHEN YOU DECIDE TO BE MY TRUE FRIEND AGAIN... LET ME KNOW... I'LL BE AT THE DORMS! UNTIL THEN...GOOD-BYE.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-19T11:25:00

2004-04-19T18:29:14Z

Today is my birthday
And I get one every year
And someday
Hard to believe
But I'll be buried six feet underground
I'll be dead and gone, no longer around

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-16T12:55:00

2004-04-16T20:05:00Z

WOW... last night was amusing. I was really really really drunk. really. i don't understand why though. I had 3 beers and a drink carolyn made me that somebody told me was strong. whatever. it was weird... i was really happpy at the beginning but then all of a sudden i was really upset. and i got crazy. and my apologies to everyone i freaked out or anything.

lets see who was there:
jessicurr
darren
carolyn
peter
paul
erick gordon
marc deguzman
shane
tex
sonny
little chris
natalie (ashley's friend, not me)
tommy
shannon
heather
ryan hughes
stephanie
and a lot of random people

o o o... and andres got BUSTED. the cops put him cuffs... it was so cool. but he got an M.I.P. which blows. but what are you gonna do? eh.

natasmack

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-15T16:20:00

2004-04-15T23:20:30Z

4 days!

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-14T23:15:00

2004-04-15T06:22:41Z

o yeah... apparently Ty talked to Ryan McCracken about what happened with me. he mentioned it at the meeting on Tuesday. I was hoping he wouldn't... because everyone in the fraternity knows about it... i'm sure they would have found out anyway, but still. but it is still kinda cool, 'cause mccracken is a dick. and apparently he wants to apologize to me. but you know what? fuck that! i don't want the fucker near me. ok...

he has been a dick to me since i met him. "don't drop the f-bomb". I have been nothing but nice to him. and the other night i snapped. I was sick of him being a jackass, so i went off on him. I am not going to be nice to him anymore. and ashley even informed me that before the big throw down I said to him something like "i have always been nice to you" and he said something like "just because you are nice to me doesn't mean i have to be nice to you." or some bullpoo. ahhhhh! motherfucker. i don't want his motherfucking apology.

shitfucker.

ps, his girlfriend is a motherfucking drunk-ass bitch. kisses.

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-14T19:43:00

2004-04-15T02:48:00Z

things I gotta do this week:

*wednesday april 14: the oc
*thursday april 15: go to counselor, do art project, party
*friday april 16: get my tattoo
*saturday april 17: jessica's birthday, hair cut and dye
*sunday april 18: go to hollywood
*monday april 19: my birthday!, pick up summer school schedule, loaf
*tuesday april 20: 420
*thursday april 22: museum paper due, doctor appointment

nat_full_of_poo @ 2004-04-14T12:52:00

2004-04-14T19:53:15Z

5 days!